In the beginning… Saturday, Mar 13 2010 

Today marks the beginning of my weightloss journey.  Actually, disregard that.  My weightloss journey began when I was probably 12.  I have been overweight beginning with my adolescent years.  There was a ray of light surrounding my Junior year of high school when I lost a significant amount of weight.  I believe I weighed around 145lbs, which standing at 5ft 7in, wasn’t bad at all.  I looked good(even though I wasn’t eating hardly anything)!  Then, not sure what happened, but I reverted back to my “fat self”.  I got pregnant at 18 which didn’t help my weightloss and now with an almost 5 year old I haven’t gotten very far down the yellow brick road! 

The goal of this blog is to track my progress and keep myself accountable. However, I am hoping by writing down my thoughts, feelings and emotions I might come to discover the WHY of it all.  The battle between me and my fat begins NOW!

Stats:

Height: 5ft. 7in

Weight: 235lbs

Goal weight: 126lbs.

Total weight to lose: 109lbs(THAT’S A WHOLE PERSON!!)

Food or bust? Saturday, Mar 13 2010 

Well, not sure how I am feeling about the day so far.  Ate like a king this morning….3 pancakes and four pieces of sausage. Ok so far right?  for a king….

Later, my mother and I went to a wholesale foods supercenter where they like to give you samples of products….well lets see….

a sip of apple juice, a sip of diet green tea, two bites of bread, a small cube of cheese, two spoonfuls of soup, SKIPPED THE CHIPS!, and a cheese filled ravioli later we were out of there!  However, we are not done….went to a sub shop and I ordered a turkey sub…not so bad….worst part??? I had to top off the whole ordeal with a dounut!  lovely right?  and here I thought I was doing a good deed by skipping the chips ha! guess the joke’s on me….. and we haven’t even reached dinner yet…..oh self control where have you gone?  what crevice of my body are you hiding in? probably taking  a nap in one of my fat rolls no less….

-until the next feast

Pretty lady

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